Today has been a long day for me. After two nights of not sleeping at all it seems the world is finally catching up to me. Sleep seems just around the corner and yet a million miles away.
Thoughts race through my mind so fast that i’m actually not even aware of what they are and cannot understand what they might mean. It seems as though my body wants to lay down and sleep for an eternity yet my mind is not ready, not willing to allow the rest I so want.
Over the last 3 months I have discovered what Love is. What it is like to be in love, to feel in love, and to love someone so openly, so freely and totally unconditionally. And yet to find out that by giving love I can actually cause hurt and frustration to the one I love, not intentionally, is such a horrid revelation. It hurts me to the core of my existence that I have caused the one I love to feel this way.
In this life we have time and hope, without hope we have nothing. So I Hope, I hope for the best in all I do and experience, I hope time and space can heal. I hope that everyday I can wake up and smile and tell myself, you are the best person you can be and you give it your all everyday. That I can be that someone in your life, to love you, to support you, to be there for you no matter what.
Tomorrow will always be a Brand New Day!