Today is not a good day for me. 3 nights now of no sleep and it is really taking its toll on me. This feeling of despair which washes over me cannot be foiled. I find that walking helps to ease my mind. I have walked and walked and walked and walked and yet my body gets more tired and I still cannot overcome this emotion.
All I can do is sit and wait. The waiting is the worst. How will things work out for us. I know you love me but are you able to be with me? I know there is nothing i can do or say that will help you come to your decision. Waiting….Waiting…..
“Can we pretend that aeroplanes in the nite sky are like shooting stars, I could really use a wish right now!”